life...

so, for the last  few years, ive been depressed... trying to figure out my way through life, and it is not easy! ive been hurt, by someone i loved and trusted.. i have had to quit my job of 5 years, and now i dont know what to do! i have pain everyday, i want more time with my family, but i dont drive so... its hard to get around to see them! i miss my mom... i miss how my life used to be, im not too sure why... i feel so out of my element and its like im shrinking! why are people soo bitchy... why are people so selfish? why can i not figure out what it is i am missing in life? i just want to move far away from here... far far away!